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Falling into madness...

...with extra faery dust!

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Crazy ted

There is no indignity in being afraid to die, but there is a terrible shame in being afraid to live.

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January 5th, 2014

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Sometimes life can be confusing. Who knew that you could be so happy yet at the same time feel like you're going to lose that happiness at any given time,  like you are not enough, that simply being you is not enough and never will be enough. How can you feel so happy yet so inadequate at the same time? I look for the littlest signs thay he's lying about loving me, that I'm just a stop gap until someone better comes along, I go over and over everything, over analyzing things and it's only when I sit back that I realise my depression is getting out of control and I need to fix that. I can' let my illness and paranoia ruin my liife. 

June 12th, 2012

Excited!

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Crazy ted
I've been emailing a lecturer at Hull Uni about a course I want to do. He isn't looking for any formal qualifications, but passion and commitment. I can give him that. And I may be mad wanting to spend 6 years studying for fun but...

Fingers crossed, come September I will be studying for a BA in Creative Writing! :-D

June 16th, 2011

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Crazy ted

fed up of self-righteous, judgemental pricks

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May 3rd, 2011

Hit with inspiration

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Got an idea for a story in my head that won't leave me alone! pen to paper me thinks...

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January 8th, 2009

Brief update

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Crazy ted
First and foremost, hope everyone had a brilliant Christmas and that the New Year brings only wonderful things for you all. That to Steve too if I can ever find his new bloody email address!

So, Christms for me? To be honest, it was hard, being around people was a huge struggle for me and not something I really enjoyed, but hey, twas the festive season so I grinned and beared it. Christmas dinner was delicious, even if I do say so myself, I got a Wii from Santa, so bags of fun and I can exercise without it even seeming like exercise! Result me thinks! My dad got drunk and complained about my gran, my mum complained, my gran sulked and moaned, same old same old really. New Year was hilarious, I may have seen the New Year in wth a cup of tea (adventurous aren't I!) but I had such a laugh with my cousin and her husband.

Work sucks, hours are getting cut yet we're not having any allowances made with our workload to balance this. All due to this bloody recession.

I'm constantly exhausted, my hand is swollen and my thumb is throbbing but I do have 2 pairs of new snazzy glasses, a huge break from the norm for me, one purple pair and one red and black pair. I don't normally do colour so maybe new image, new me? We'll see.

So, following on from what I just said, my New Years resolution is to apply for uni before march!

Cautiously optimistic!

November 23rd, 2008

A great night out!

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Crazy ted
I turned 25 on Friday and it was easily the best birthday I've had, I mean my 18th was great, but this was special. Some of my closest friends treating me like I was special and like it was my special day, making me feel special? I've not had that in such a long time. Great company, great greek food and an embarrassing moment in the restaurant when the guys started singing happy birthday getting the full restaurant to join in and being brought baklava with candles and free ouzo (although obviously , I'm not complaining about the free ouzo!)

For once, my birthday felt magical and special. So, thank you so much Jeremy, Charlie and Graham, I had an excellent night, on of the best in my life and I don't think I could have spent it with anyone better. You all mean the world to me.

August 7th, 2008

Top Gear

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I've just watched an item on Top Gear where 6 people (and I use this term loosely) had to drive a car around a track to get the fastest time.

The competitors were The Doctor in his 6th incarnation, Darth Vader, Ming the Merciless, the Daleks, a klingon and a cyberman. The cyberman won despite the TARDIS materialising in the middle of the track during his lap!

July 21st, 2008

In less then 10 hours...

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...I have my interview. I've prepared a professional looking presentation, which I think shows I can adapt my knowledge to my target audience and I have plenty of facts scribbled down for my case study. I just hope I don't get tongue-tied!

So here goes, the first step to my new life.

July 14th, 2008

I have an interview!

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Puma
A week tomorrow, I have an interview at the uni for my teaching application

I'm so happy I could cry, and in fact, I did!

May 21st, 2008

European Champions again!

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Crazy ted
Absolutely over the moon!
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